15 minutes

I see your face only for 15 minutes. Happy and sad. You just transit at the airport. I want you stay for a while but I know you can't. Thanks for that moment, boma.

Thursday!

Gaudi shirt, Zara pants, Mango bag, The Little Thing She Needs flats

Meet up

Alhamdulillah. Bahagia yang luar biasa saya rasakan saat ini. Bisa bertemu Boma lagi setelah 3 bulan tidak bertemu. Mari memanfaatkan waktu bersama Boma :)

Day 2 - Afternoon

Day 2 - Afternoon

Day 2 - Night

Day 3
at The Boss Cafe

Day 3

Thank you for coming. So many stories we made and so many times we spend when you're in here. Hope to see you soon. And now I will be missing you again :) Btw, good luck for a new position that you get. Keep fight! ;)

He will coming

A good news for me. Si pacar mau pulang hari ini. Ga sabar pengen ketemu. Hehehe. Boma nyampe makassar jam 5. Masih ada 7 jam yah? Yang sabar menunggunya rin :)

The Scientist

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry

You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you, tell you I need you

Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions

Oh let's go back to the start

Running in circles, coming up tails

Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy

It's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh, take me back to the start.

I was just guessing at numbers and figures

Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science, science and progress

Don't speak as loud as my heart

And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me

Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles, chasing our tails

Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy

Oh it's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start


GOOD NIGHT!

Skype-ing

Yipiiiiiiiiiii......... Akhirnya bisa skype-an sama pacar tercinta yang lagi sangat amat saya rindukan. Bahagianyaaaaaaaaaaa~ Bisa lihat mukanya lagi setelah 2 bulan ga ketemu :) Emang iya cuma lewat video call tapi ga ada masalah. Lihat mukanya dalam waktu yang cukup lama, hati ini sudah luar biasa bahagianya. Ga sabar untuk ketemuan langsung. I MISS YOU MY DEAR, BOMA :)

Having dinner with mom

Sabtu malam kali ini dihabisin bareng mama. Alhamdulillah selasa lalu bonus tahunannya cair. Hehehe. Berhubung jarang bareng mama, ini jadi kesempatan untuk ngajakin mama makan malam bersama. Awalnya sama-sama kebingungan mau makan dimana, restoran seafood sampai restoran ayam goreng semuanya membosankan bagi kita berdua. Akhirnya memilih untuk makan di Makassar Suki. Sudah lama juga ga makan disana. And then we're ready to go :D

Saturday!

Ini sabtu malam yah? Weekend lagi yah? Tapi sayangnya cuma sebentar. Hehehe. Mana puas untuk seorang pekerja? -.- Oke oke, cukup bahas weekendnya. Hmmm. Malam ini sama aja sih sama malam biasanya, cuma bisa baring-baring di tempat tidur sambil dengerin radio tapi lebih santai soalnya ga mikirin besok masuk kantor :D

Btw, hari ini saya sempat berkunjung ke rumahnya pacar walaupun pacarnya ga ada. Hehehe. Kunjungan tadi dalam rangka silaturahmi sama papa mamanya boma karena sudah lama ga ketemu dan kebetulan si mama nitip di anterin oleh-oleh untuk mamanya boma. Mungkin ada sekitar 1 jam lebih saya di rumah boma, berbagi dan bertukar cerita dengan mamanya boma, alhamdulillah suasananya enak dan lancar-lancar saja saat saya berkunjung. Ketemu mamanya boma membuat saya ingin sekali bertemu dengan anaknya, kapan yah? Masih lama. Masih ada 4 bulan lagi, rin. Sabar -.-

Kemudian iseng-iseng lah saya malam ini membuka laptop dan menemukan foto-foto lama bareng boma. Time flies so fast yah. Fotonya di ambil tahun 2010 pas ulang tahun mama. Dan pada saat itu pula memori bersama boma terputar, rasa ingin berada di waktu tersebut sangat lah besar tapi yah mana mungkin bisa. Saat ini saya hanya bisa membuka dan melihat foto yang sering kita abadikan, sekarang mana bisa? Boma terlalu jauh. Jarak ini terlalu jauh.

Rainy thursday

It's rainy outside. So cold. Need a warm hug *eh* Hehehehe. Nothing to do, just listening my favourite song on my iPod. Hmmm..... Day by day I miss Boma so much. Wanna meet him, spending time together, watching a movie, having a dinner, hanging out and many more. Oh God, must be patient waiting for that moment. Texting and calling, only that we can do with this situation. It's enough for me. But sometimes I miss our activities when he stay in this city. Hehehe. I know I can face this situation, it's only about time. Just do your best rin, it's worth to wait :)

Last saturday night

Since Boma didn't stay in this city, I always spent my time by myself. Pede yah? Hahahahaha. But never mind, I enjoyed. Last saturday night I spent my time going to the Mall, bought some clothes and 2 pairs of shoes for working :D

A random night

Last night we decided to met on skype but the signal really bad in Jayapura. I'm sad, I don't know how to meet him with this situation. 1 hour later I told him to sent a photo via whatsapp and we tried. He sent me 1 photo, I sent him 1 photo too. So many photo we shared, funny face until normal face. Hehehe. I love this moment :) But when we shared the photo I felt sad, I wanna meet him in real :( June please come faster pleaseeeeeeeeeee...

Suddenly I miss you

1 month ago you leave this city again. Sad. But I must try to accepted this condition. Now, I miss you so much Boma, I know we will meet again on June (I hope so). When we meet on June it will be the first time we don't meet more than 2 months :(

We made this choice and we will fight for this because it worth to wait, we know that :) So many hopes for this relationship and we will catch our dream together :)

A Thousand Miles

Making my way downtown, walking fastFaces pass and I'm home boundStaring blankly ahead, just making my wayMaking a way through the crowd

And I need youAnd I miss youAnd now I wonder

If I could fall into the skyDo you think time would pass me by?Cause you know I'd walk a thousand milesIf I could just see youTonight

It's always times like these when I think of youAnd I wonder if you ever think of meCause every thing's so wrong and I don't belongLiving in your precious memory

Cause I need youAnd I miss youAnd now I wonder

If I could fall into the skyDo you think time would pass me byCause you know I'd walk a thousand milesIf I could just see youTonight

And I, IDon't wanna let you knowI, IDrown in your memoryI, IDon't wanna let this goI, I don't

Making my way downtown, walking fastFaces pass and I'm home boundStaring blankly ahead, just making my wayMaking a way through the crowd

And I still need youAnd I still miss youAnd now I wonder

If I could fall into the skyDo you think time would pass us by?Cause you know I'd walk a thousand milesIf I could just see you

If I could fall into the skyDo you think time would pass me by?Cause you know I'd walk a thousand milesIf I could just see youIf I could just hold you

Pertemuan Singkat

Sabtu, 29 Desember 2012 hari yang paling saya nantikan. Kira-kira kenapa yah? Hehehe. Kesempatan untuk bertemu boma lagi. Alhamdulillah. Seperti biasa, selalu menjadi hari dimana deg-degan tidak jelas, perasaan tidak karu-karuan dan sedikit salah tingkah. Hahahahahahahaha.

Banyak cerita di pertemuan singkat ini. Mulai dari merayakan anniversary ke-5 yang tertunda. Iya, anniversary ke-5. Hehehehe (jadi malu). Kemudian tahun baruan bareng. Nonton dan jalan-jalan :)

Pertemuan kali ini agak membuat sedih karena kemungkinan besar akan tidak bertemu boma dalam waktu 6 bulan. Kenapa? Karena jarak boma yang jauh di Jayapura disana. Kendalanya yah dibudget untuk pulang. Sedih. Tapi harus berusaha untuk ikhlas (I try until now)

Seingat saya di hari terakhir boma di Makassar saya nangis sejadi-jadinya karena hal di atas. Berpikir sepertinya tidak sanggup tapi boma terus meyakinkan saya dan saya berusaha untuk menerima keadaan ini. Berharap tidak sampai 6 bulan untuk bertemu. Semoga. AMIN :)